and let me tell you that,
#1- i'm not used to having no job... which means no income.. which means i can't buy whatever the hell i want, whenever the hell i want.
#2- i am not digging that part of being unemployed.. AT ALL
because i have a list (a freaking list!!!!) of shit.i.want. and that list- it just keeps growing. so when i get a job and a paycheck, i might celebrate by buying everything on my list the first chance i get.
i want this airbrush machine. yes, i want my own personal airbrush machine. i can have flawless, magazine cover looking skin whenever i freaking want too- and who doesn't want that kind of control over their face?!?!? right, only idiots who don't care about their hotness. i care about my hotness. call me shallow if you want- but it's really more about confidence and working with what you have.. owning it.. and fucking loving it... and then having the ability to make it even more gorgeous at your fingertips!!!! that's right.
i want shoes. sandals. crazy knee high boots. i need to go on a serious shoe shopping spree with no spending limit.
i also want clothes! super cute, bright, fun, crazy summer shirts. that of course are already leaving all the stores so by the time i get a job to buy all my adorable sleeveless, bright, fun, tops... they'll be out of season.
also, i want this freaking cell phone. and i want it NOW. i can't tell you how badly the replacement phone that finally got sent me sucks. it's made for a child i think. or at least someone with no fingers. i have never hated a phone so much before.
and then don't even get me started on the number of home improvement projects i want to get done. and i have friends visiting in a few weeks, and i want some of them done before they get here.. because our house? it embarasses me. for reals. and the thought of them coming here when our house looks the way it does, makes me want to cry. i know they won't give a shit at all what our house looks like.. BUT I CARE. i really need to get some flagstone-esque stones for the front area of our house? (no.. this picture isn't of our house.. it's someone else's i stole off the internet)
and then i need something for the backyard so we can have some sort of sitting area. we currently have nothing going on back there except for a bunch of grass. we need some cement... or stones.. we need a patio area. and then of course i'll need a table and chairs and a brella and a firepit. i am so low maintanance. something like this, but not in red. sorry red lovers.
and vacations? i want to plan them and go on them and do things. if i could just win a little bit from the lottery, that would totally help. i'm not greedy and don't want millions upon millions of dollars. at this point, almost anything over 100,000 would be helpful. ha
i have to stop this post now before i depress the hell outta myself. and start adding things to the list like PUPPIES and dolphins!!!!!
eeeeeeeek, the cuteness!!!!!
okay, okay, i'm stopping!!! but not before i ask you what's on your list?!?!?