Sunday, March 07, 2010

so.ridiculously.happy.

i just have to post how fucking awesome i feel.

a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders. it's too bad that the weight had to be lifted off for me. i wish i would have had the strength and courage to lift it off myself.

but that doesn't really matter. it still happened and i couldn't be happier.

i firmly believe that things have a way of working out. events in your life lead to other events.. and sometimes things that seem bad from the outside, are truly blessings in disguise. it's funny what type of things completely freak out other people for you, when they don't freak you out.

i know i'm being vague. just know that my life is changing.
for the better.
and i feel so good. and so solid. and although i have no idea what is coming next or what the hell i'm going to do.....

i don't care.

i just know that this is the right thing. the best thing. and i can't wait for my next adventure!!!!

8 comments:

Shelly said...

I am glad you are feeling good about what is happening...definitely a plus.

Jill said...

You have the amazing, yet maddening ability to put a subject in the middle and talk around it so no one has any freaking idea of what your talking about but it always awesome no matter what it was.....lol Glad its better and sometimes I think you ought to be a politican

Alison said...

Good for you! :)

Jason, as himself said...

Wow...whatever it is, GOOD! Because it seems that these kinds of good things don't come along that often, especially the kind where you feel a heavy burden being lifted off of your shoulders.

Becky at Lifeoutoffocus.com said...

i'm so happy for you! i know this is exactly what you needed!

MommyGeek said...

Then I'm happy for you!

Meg said...

I'm so happy for you! I've been worried about you and have thought about emailing you a bunch, but I didn't want you to feel like you had to share information that you weren't ready to. So instead I've been waiting....

Sometimes life sucks, but I'm glad that the weight has been lifted!

Jenn said...

Duuuuude. I had to click because my own effing depressive self Could Not Believe that someone could be that happy. I am really glad you are happy, and I kind of want to commit hara-kiri in front of a full-length mirror at the same time. What is going on, and can I have some?