i just have to post how fucking awesome i feel.
a HUGE weight has been lifted off my shoulders. it's too bad that the weight had to be lifted off for me. i wish i would have had the strength and courage to lift it off myself.
but that doesn't really matter. it still happened and i couldn't be happier.
i firmly believe that things have a way of working out. events in your life lead to other events.. and sometimes things that seem bad from the outside, are truly blessings in disguise. it's funny what type of things completely freak out other people for you, when they don't freak you out.
i know i'm being vague. just know that my life is changing.
for the better.
and i feel so good. and so solid. and although i have no idea what is coming next or what the hell i'm going to do.....
i don't care.
i just know that this is the right thing. the best thing. and i can't wait for my next adventure!!!!