we are clear to land, over.
the craziness from yesterday is all okay!!!!! my friend's future mother in law said she would have the party at her house. she is my saving freaking grace i tell you. saving.grace.
so now i don't have to worry about any ugly house debacles and i just have to worry about planning! which i really love to do and think is super fun, but also super hard when you have NO spare time (it feels like) to do anything. finding time to get shit done is hard.
anyone have any super cute (yet easy and non wallet breaking) clever ideas for bridal shower favors for the guests? i've seen millions and like a few.. but you guys always have creative ideas that you pulled from wherever the hell you pulled them from. and great website suggestions (like yesterday andie, thank you).
i have been working a lot behind the scenes on something i'm hoping will take off in the near future. i've also been watching this freaking video (i've been watching bits of it over the last 4 days and i'm still not finished- it's in 2 parts) about the mayan calendar. this guy breaks it down so simply, it's super interesting. i've really loved that he said that our mind is not who we are. our mind is a TOOL. and it's designed to protect itself and always be right. which is why our mind fights our soulful intuition so much.. our mind deals with reasons- and our intuition doesn't always have a reason, you know? it's hard to trust our gut and go with that feeling, because our mind will talk us out of it. it will put fear and doubt into us and make us question everything. i already believe all of this stuff, but it's still neat to hear it put in different ways that just make more and more sense to me.
it's hard to learn what part is intuition and then how to follow it. i guess it's a constant work in progress. i'm willing to work on it.... i want to follow what is the right path for me, in my soul.. not in my mind. cause i believe that my soul path will make me truly happy... and my mind doesn't know wtf is up. ha
okay.. enough scaring y'all for one day.
thanks for everything. seriously, you guys are the best and i really really appreciate each and every one of you for being so kick ass, supportive, and amazing. kisses. xoxo