it's so weird.. i miss blake and just generally enjoy his company the older he gets.
he's with his dad for a week and it kinda sucks. i just super miss him. he makes me laugh and he's so fun to be with. i am just sad when he isn't around. things aren't as fun without him. sure i can relax in a way i can't when i have him- i don't have to rush home from work to spend time with him- i get more time to just chill the f out.
but i dunno.. i guess i'd just rather have him around than not.
i kinda like him.
more and more all the time.
maybe i'm just weird.