i'm totally a fucking hypocrite when it comes to this day. i realize that it means NOTHING to boyfriend and i. it holds no significance- it's a day someone else is forcing us to pretend matters or our relationship will fall apart. i've always thought valentine's day was stupid.. BUT, i have always recognized it. not a v-day has gone by where i haven't done or gotten boyfriend something. no matter how small.
so last year, after (i think) what was our 5th year of him not giving me shit on valentine's day, i lost it. (holy shit, this post was just about to be an almost word for word rewrite of last years post. i am such a jennster) i told him that it could never happen again. he had to do SOMETHING dammit. nothing major. nothing crazy. don't break the bank, but holy shit- make me feel somewhat important?!? and just get me something small for valentine's day since i do the same for you! i know, difficult concept.
so this year? we're spending valentine's day at the baseball fields! ha! but we are going out to dinner, which will be the first time we've ever done that for valentine's day. ever. god i make our relationship sound like the suck. anyway.. we're also getting massages (thanks ster. .oh, you're welcome ster!) but it's a step in the right direction.. this year dinner, next year diamonds. awesome!
talk to me about your valentine's day! what do you do? do you hate it? love it? think it's fucking lame and pointless and would rather just have sex and shut the hell up already?! spill.