i cannot shake st lucia. our honeymoon. seriously, something is mentally wrong (or right) with me.
it's just weird because it's totally uncontrollable. it's as if these feelings are running everything about me. i can't breathe without thinking about the wedding, or our honeymoon from last year. i sit here and am totally consumed. i want it all back. i want to do it all again.
i want to be in st lucia, sitting on a floaty in the pool.. lounging around. i want to do nothing. i want to be lazy. i want to hang out in the sun and drink stupid drinks with banana's in them, because everything in st lucia has banana's. i want to go eat dinner at the pier restaurant, and sit in the hot tub at midnight (when it's still hot out), hang out with our newly made friends (who are still our friends).. oh man, i just want to be there again. i want to be there right now. i am longing and feening for that trip again. i miss it. i miss everything about it.
am i losing it, or is this somewhat normal... cause i'm about to see how cheaply i can get so st lucia tomorrow.