and i miss it!!! i know it's crazy. but man i miss the anticipation.. the looking forward to it all. i couldn't wait to see all my friends and be with my family and just have a huge party. and today, i'm sitting here in my office, almost drowning in emotion. i can't shake the feelings. it's so overwhelming. i am feeling the way i felt then. the excitement is welling up in my stomach as if i'm going to get the chance to relive it all again (but with less wind). and it's crazy. this feeling is crazy.
maybe it's just because it was literally this time last year. maybe my subconscious
just totally remembers the time of year and it relives things on cycles? it's possible. you think? or am i just totally crazy.
man. i miss our wedding!!!!!!