i mean, other than your blog? did you use to journal and then stopped and started blogging? i mean, what led you to blogging anyway?
i used to write and write and write. i have many journals written in from cover to cover. and i'm not talking about from when i was 16. it started soon after blake was born and then pretty much stopped once i moved in with boyfriend. i stopped having time to write. i stopped having things to bitch about. i mean, the majority of my journals were filled with my desire to find the man of my dreams.... how i refused to settle.... how i would know right off the bat that someone wasn't for me (or that he was). i chronicled other people's opinions of me, and then write about how wrong they were. how they didn't understand. how some people were so opinionated, yet knew so little.
i used to write all the time. i would drive to malibu literally every other weekend and write. i would sit in the back of my jeep and just stare at the ocean.. listen to the waves.. and write in my journal. when i look back at them now, they are virtually the same thing over and over again. "where is he?" "what's taking him so long?" all about love. when you don't have love, what else is there to write about really? :)
today i have a journal that gets written in maybe once a year. and then i have this blog. but the coolest thing i have? it's a journal for blake. i've been writing in it for years. i don't write often, but i think it will be awesome to give it to him one day when he's an adult and he can read back at all the things his crazy mom wrote and thought over the years. and that doesn't even include the things i've written in this blog about him.
what about you?