it's true. the married 15 i've gained since being married (FOR ONE YEAR MIND YOU).. is still hanging on. hell, it's probably more like the married 20 now. it won't go away. granted, i don't eat all that well. i mean i did have some cake last night. and i'll probably have some tonight too.
i don't know. this weight. it's just chillin. hanging on in the same places it always does. and apparently it REALLY doesn't want to leave. i don't think it's fair that i have to practically starve myself to lose any weight. i don't want to live that way. i'm not strong enough to deny myself actual food. i like to eat. and i like to eat things that make me a fat ass.
i've come to accept that i have to work out. i still hate going, but the point is- i DO go. not without complaining that's for sure. but i have slowly started my routine again. working out at least 4 days a week, 5 is ideal. but i'm still a fat ass. seriously. my jeans? they're going to bust at the seams. i already ripped one pair. it's true.
sometimes being a woman just isn't fair.
sometimes being a fat ass who can't get rid of her fat ass is even less fair.
can't wait to see you all at blogher! ha!