he has been with his dad since we left for our honeymoon.
this is week three. WEEK THREE!!!!!
normally he wouldn't be there this long, but he is at a baseball camp this week. it totally sucks. i miss him so much. i just want to see him. i know that i'm going to freak out when he comes home on friday. he's going to look huge and old and i'm going want to smother him and he's going to want space. i'm going to force him to hug me for like 5 hours and he's going to be like "get off me maaaahhhhhhhm!!!" and he'll make me feel like he didn't miss me at all. *sighs*
i enjoy my time away from blake when it's in small spurts. and tiny chunks of time. but this is just too much. this is too long. it's not as fun when he's not around. he's so freaking funny and so fun to be with. he gives our house so much more life and so much more happiness. i love what he adds to our home. and it is noticeably absent when he is not here.
*wah* i want my kid back!!