good lord people, it's been 1 month already! how insane is that?!?! already one month!? A WHOLE MONTH?!?!! sheesh. this time thing is crazy. before you know it, it will be ONE YEAR and i'll be like... what?!?! already!??!?!?! *passes out*
so in this month, i've gained 5 pounds. and yes, i blame the honeymoon (you try to eat 4 full course meals for 8 days and see how much weight you gain!!!). but what's my excuse now?! i mean, we've been back for 2 weeks and the weight is just hanging around! is this how married life is going to be?? must commense starving myself after marriage, phase one immediately. *throws up breakfast*
i also forgot to order my dang pills. yes, THOSE ones. they had better come in the mail today or it's going to be one very interesting month. or one very crabby, don't touch me, keep that thing away from meeeeee, month.
and of course, to go along with all things marriage, i kind of want a house. kind of. there will be a part of my heart that breaks the day we sign papers on a house up here and it's not a house in southern cali. i wish the housing market wasn't so fucking awful in this state, and that way we could have TWO!!! my ideal dream would be to have a house up here, and a house in my hometown. it would so rock to have a house down there to stay in everytime we visit. and then maybe we'd visit more. or make more of an effort anyway. i'm super super homesick lately and i can't really even start or i'm going to lose it and cry. *cries*