woty= the WEDDING OF THE YEAR!!!!!!
i am still overly exhausted and i don't know where to start, or what to say, or how to say it. everything leading up the wedding was awesome. i wasn't really ever nervous or weird or freaking out. okay, that's not entirely true. it was BEYOND freaking windy, so that had me more pissy than anything. i loathe the wind. L O A T H E. anyway- the night before the wedding a ton of us went out and gambled and danced and just spent time together. it was awesome. if there is one thing i don't think i sucked at, it was spending time with my out of town friends. i really feel good about how much i got to see them all. so that made me REALLY happy. :)
the day of the wedding, i was tired. and i was pretty mellow. everyone kept asking if i was nervous or getting anxious or anything- but really.. i was just chilling. and starving! i couldn't stop munching on anything i could get my hands on. my hair and my makeup turned out EXACTLY how i wanted them. remember how nervous i was for that because i hated my trial hair and makeup? well she did my hair 100% like the picture i brought and my airbrushing could not have been more amazing. i saw a picture of myself in someone's camera and i was like "that's me?? i totally want to make out with myself!!" ha!
it was super windy all day long. like freaking gail force winds and no i am not exaggerating. i looked out the PENTHOUSE WINDOW (hello, we got the penthouse!!!!) to see if people were already in their seats, and i caught a glimpse of boyfriend down there. i totally ran away from the window all quick and then i got all giddy!! he looked so hot!!! i was getting super excited! it's funny, cause as blake and i were waiting to walk down the aisle, i got a HUGE rush of being so excited and i was like, "blake- i can't wait to do this, this is SO MUCH FUN!!!!" i am a total nerd.
so as we went to walk down the aisle, the wind tried to kill me. i had to stop walking and get the damn veil out of my face and then i cursed the wind gods for hating me so. then i walked up to my man. the funniest part was the fact that when i got up to the altar i looked all shocked and surprised to see our friends up there. like i waved and said "omg, HI JIMMY! HI SCOTTY!!!" as if i didn't know they'd be there! see? total freaking nerd. it was so sweet and so incredibly special to have my now father in law standing up there marrying us. it could not have been more fitting.
the reception was awesome, but everyone is right- it goes by SO fast. before you know it, it's time for it to end. and i must mention the fact that i made a speech and i freaking said "HOLLA!!!" didn't i do that once before??? i said holla, and then my mind was like "did you just say holla? we do not say holla!" seriously i do not know what is wrong with me sometimes. after it was over we had everyone come to our room and party with us more! that was awesome! we were up until 4am and i wouldn't have wanted it any other way.
i guess i'll end it by thanking every single person who went out of their way to share our day with us. all of my forum friends for coming out and just making a special day even more special. it was so much fun and full of so many good memories- i can't wait to get the video! i want it now!!!!!!! extra special thanks to becks for blogging and taking GORGEOUS pics and just totally organizing the weekend the whole time with all of our friends. i love you!!
this is me. reading my vows. :)
and me laughing at blake during the sand ceremony
and the kiss that took my breath away
the hottest chicks in the world!
and it wouldn't be us without a little boob grabbin