everyone keeps asking me if i'm super excited for the wedding.... everyone keeps saying "it's almost here!" or "it's so close!" or "it's right around the corner!!"
but the truth is, i still feel like it's far away. we've been engaged for almost 2 freaking years and so to me- it feels like this event that constantly remains in the distance. of course, it's closer on the horizon now, but still... not close enough.
i think i'm going to lose my mind when the day is finally here. all this planning. all this designing and organizing and decorating and FINALLY, it will be here.
and then it will be gone. 2 years of planning for 5 hours of party. and then i can never get that day back again. everyone tells me it will fly by. and i know it will. and man, i'm already sad for it to be over and it hasn't even happened yet! this wedding stuff is madness. mental madness. yeah yeah- i'm the mental, it's the madness.
do you have any fun memories from your wedding? i'd love to hear them... what made your wedding special? what do you remember about that day?