and it's his birthday today.
yep. he's in virginia with his brother for his "bachelor" weekend. when i was telling him goodbye yesterday, i started crying. such a stupid girl, I KNOW... but realizing that he was going to be gone for his birthday made me so sad at the time. i want to be clear that i'm not mad he's gone- not angry- and of course it's totally fine that he's not here on his bd. it just sucks that i can't make his day special- because hello, he's not here. and hello, how the hell do you compete with a nascar weekend???
it kind of sucks that this bachelor crap is on his bd as well. how can any bd from here on out, ever compare to this one? *sighs*
in honor of him being gone and nascar'ing around- i'm going out!!! night on the town with the girls (or at least my future sister in law). trouble is bound to happen. the good kind. i can't wait! we might take pics- or we might make sure there's no evidence!