i feel like everything is kind of coming apart at the seams.
our florist is closing shop. BEFORE the wedding.
i got an email from the place where we're having our ceremony and reception giving me an "estimate." obviously, she doesn't remember that she already gave me an estimate a year ago when i booked the place. and this new estimate was ridiculously more expensive. i'm fighting it. and i had better win. *growls*
then i got an email from our photographer telling me that she's pregnant. and she's due 3 weeks before our wedding. she says it isn't a problem and she's still going to shoot our wedding, but.... what if she can't? what if after having the baby, she's far more concerned about her boobs being so engorged and painful that she misses taking pictures of things?!
ugh. i love love love our photographer so much and i am so happy for them as a couple, but i'm worried. photos and video (once i book a videographer mind you) are going to be the only things i have left after that day is done. and i just don't want anything to fuck that up. i actually laughed when i heard our florist was closing. i'm not really worried about that. the reception place thing pissed me off, but i know i'll deal with that. but the photographer thing has pushed me over the edge to tears.
i know it will all be okay, but i guess it's just all 3 of those things right at once has caused me to um.. lose my shit a little.