first, i have a dream where boyfriend's old co-workers had a hit put out on me. they all tried to gun me down one night, but somehow, i had my own gun. i killed them all except for 1 guy. so we're at this party with all the guys wives.. (you know, all the guys who wanted to murder me).. and i find out that 1 guy is still alive. so i'm freaking out thinking that he'll come to finish the job. so i tell boyfriend that they all tried to murder me one night and that he's going to come back and try to finish me off and boyfriend was all bad ass and goes, "oh no he won't. that's where i come in. you think i'd let someone kill you?"
it was dead sexy.
and in the spirit of bringing sexy back- the next dream was boyfriend and i at britney and kevin's house. kevin was there. he told me that britney wouldn't let him see his 3 other kids. and i was like, "what, you have three other kids?? i thought you only had 2???" then britney got pissed and reminded kevin that i was HER friend, not his, and pulled me away. we sat on the curb outside and talked about how kevin stopped writing her love letters.. and how she still loved him and she wanted him back, but she thinks it's for the wrong reasons. she said that her family was so happy once she announced her divorce, that she could never get back together with him based on that alone. she wouldn't want to disappoint them. she showed me all this paperwork with new song lyrics written on it, and notes from her manager and agents. and the old love letters from kevin. all the while, boyfriend and kevin were playing playstation in the house.
welcome to my subconscious... it sure is fun.